| Good Friday. |
[Apr. 22nd, 2011|06:06 pm] |
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| | I Can Only Imagine - Mercyme | ] |
"He himself bore our sins in his body on the tree, that we might die to sin and live to righteousness. By his wounds you have been healed."
1 Peter 2:24
We, the undeserving, can never be grateful enough. |
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[Jul. 21st, 2010|08:48 am] |
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ok guys...i know i update relatively regularly, but most of them are locked entries. well, i received an anonymous comment in my last public post. yeah i know it's a nice comment and i appreciate it, but i don't want strangers reading this anymore. if you're reeeeally so interested in my life, you can come talk to me personally! :) i have no idea who comes to read this in the first place anyway, it's a bit queer!! D: will prolly still do public entries i guess, but only once in a blue moon!
ok then, this is me saying goodbye! baibai then! :D |
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| i'm proud to announce that today, i passed my own anger management test with flying colours. |
[Jul. 15th, 2010|09:42 pm] |
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some people used to tell me that i got angry really easily. well, most of the time i wasn't really, but the moment they said it i did get angry (mainly cos i feel that they didn't really understand me and were just assuming that i was angry, i guess that's what they wanted to believe). then again, after a while, i realised...i DO get angry, not so easily, and with valid reason, but when i do, i lash out, and that's what hurts people i guess. been trying to change since then; difficult, but not impossible.
but anyway.
today i really really tried my best. i received sht from 3 different people (an ok friend, a good friend and a special friend) at 3 different times of the day. all 3 times, the moments they happened, my heart really hardened and i really wanted to retort back, to hurt them back the way they hurt me. but i really controlled (haha sorry, keep using the word 'really'), and in the end i realised that getting into unnecessary quarrels would just disintegrate into bad feelings for each other and in the end, the whole situation would just become worse. so after allowing myself some time to cool down, i just forgot about them (the anger, not the people) after a while and decided to 'turn the other cheek' instead. and i'm glad i did. really. i feel so much better now. from now on i think i'm gonna try this tactic and be Miss Nice to everybody, lol.
i know blogposts are usually about oneself (well we are always the centre of our universe, after all), and this isn't an exception. i'm really happy about what i did and i want to write it here, unlocked. but there is a deeper message i want readers to know, that if you want to change any particular part of yourself for the better, and you've already decided to do it, try your best!! because, the results are rewarding and satisfying :)
and also, don't forget to thank God because the example of His love for us helps us to pass it on to others :) |
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| prayer |
[Jul. 14th, 2010|09:10 am] |
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dear God,
please help me to be a better daughter, sister, girlfriend and friend to everyone around me. sometimes I look at myself, my life, the sins I've committed, the bad thoughts i've harboured, the insensitive things I've done and I cannot help but realise the depraved I am, we all are. so God, please let me be a light that shines for you, please help me to remember to glorify you in EVERY SINGLE THING i do. and through these, help me to bring others to know You personally as well. so that they may know the comforting peace You bring in times of need, they may know the joy that overflows from the many blessings You shower upon us, they may know that Jesus has redeemed us and that through Him, most importantly, they may know the ultimate prize waiting for them after death. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2010|09:06 pm] |
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i'm trying so hard, is it too much to ask for reciprocation? :'( |
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| copeland copeland copeland |
[May. 7th, 2010|01:08 am] |
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copeland was, just, SO amazing. listening to all the songs live, getting my picture taken with (two of) them, getting their autographs, talking to them, wow. and i liked the Q&A sesh most.
mm...so sad they're splitting :'(
Cause I need you
Like the dragonfly's wings need the wind
Like the orphan needs home once again
Like heaven needs more to come in
I need you here like you've always been
- Copeland, Priceless |
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[Apr. 25th, 2010|07:35 pm] |
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i'm so glad i made everything private. and for my private *ahem* account which only has like a few people following so certain people won't get the chance to attack me. |
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[Feb. 12th, 2010|09:54 pm] |
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HI EVERYONE! Please don't patronise Wax in the City at orchard central. it sucks. I go because my mum has a package there so when i go it's basically free for me. BUT! the organisation and management sucks. my mum booked our appointment 2 months ago and when we turned up today they said we don't have an appointment!! crazy. never take down. and then another customer started arguing with one of the consultants cos apparently her appointment today was at 4pm, then they told her waiting time was 1 hr, then she came back again at 5 and they told her, oh you have to wait another hour but not confirmed. what the?! she was so angry and stormed off. it was supposed to be her first time there too. guess she's not coming back! and the past 2 times i went also had to wait quite long before i started. harumph. |
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| my french teacher wants us to memorise this by next week. DIE!!!! |
[Jan. 19th, 2010|10:27 pm] |
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Le Pont Mirabeau
Sous le pont Mirabeau coule la Seine
Et nos amours
Faut-il qu'il m'en souvienne
La joie venait toujours après la peine
Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure
Les mains dans les mains restons face à face
Tandis que sous
Le pont de nos bras passe
Des éternels regards l'onde si lasse
Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure
L'amour s'en va comme cette eau courante
L'amour s'en va
Comme la vie est lente
Et comme l'Espérance est violente
Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure
Passent les jours et passent les semaines
Ni temps passé
Ni les amours reviennent
Sous le pont Mirabeau coule la Seine
Vienne la nuit sonne l'heure
Les jours s'en vont je demeure |
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